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photo-not-of-me post

Posted on 07.15.2005 at 05:06
Current Mood: awake
Current noise: Placebo - Special Needs
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Welcome to my bed:
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See my rice bowl!
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SAILOR URANUS!!!
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My infamous tea collection:
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Posted on 07.14.2005 at 06:08
I just promoted that damn community like hell would freeze over tomorrow at noon.

With this:

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By the bored, for the bored. bored_2death Loves the bored, and what the bored type when they are bored. Just about no rules. When the post is unlawful and against the TOS, the post will simply be deleted as soon as I, the Boss, get around to it.

Personality Disorder Test - Personality Test

Posted on 07.13.2005 at 05:01
Current Mood: blahblah
Current noise: Violent Femmes
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DisorderRating
Paranoid:Moderate
Schizoid:High
Schizotypal:High
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:High
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --


Warning: self hate post

Posted on 07.08.2005 at 05:08
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current noise: The Doors, Strange Days
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It's 5am and I haven't gone to sleep yet, so I went to make myself another cup of tea, because the water was already heated up from the cup I'd made at 1am. I guess the light of the kitchen woke my mom up. She asks me why I'm still up, so to not make her mad I tell her that I just woke up. "Oh, you are such a liar." and then she plops back down into slumber on her bed.

I am such a failure as a daughter. Why can I never be normal, never do something right? I can't stop arguing, disappointing, lieing, I can't stop anything I do. Yes I can. I can just stop being a bad daughter. Yeah right. I'm not so pure as to be a good daughter. Such a bloody fucking failure. Why can't we just go back and undue those awful regrets. Why oh fucking why?!


bony

3 month marker

Posted on 07.04.2005 at 03:57
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current noise: Rasputina
Today marks exactly 3 months since my last menstruation.

Although I saw a -pinch- of red when I masturbated a few days ago. That gives hope I can still conceive.

FUCK@! that's looking too far towards the future. I live in the now, man.

stupid stupid

another quiz

Posted on 07.04.2005 at 02:52
Current Mood: awake
Current noise: Rasputina
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Outcast
You are an.. OUTCAST! Nobody hates you, you just
hate them. Or vice versa. You really don't like
being around people, being by yourself is much
better company. You are not accepted by the
norm and are deemed "weird" or
"freaky". You appreciate things that
others don't, and you dwell in your
indifference.


The Subculture Label Quiz
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This quiz really actually.... got it. Not to be full of myself, but it is true.

ding duh duh duh dum pling

Posted on 07.02.2005 at 15:19
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
Current noise: Switchblade Symphony - Novocaine
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: Stephanie, Ember, Hey.
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: My new morals, Grades, Don't often hold a grudge.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: German, Irish, Russian Jew.
THREE THINGS THAT PISS YOU OFF: People obsessed with sex, "" who try to "figure me out", Stale donuts.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: Glasses, watch, panties.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: Old gym shorts, underwear, white tank top.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS: Miranda Sex Garden, My Ruin, Silverchair.
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: Straight-A's all year long, being single, coming out.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: HONESTY, laughter, understanding.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in any order): I have a high sex drive, I have a little sister, I haven't shaved in three days.
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: Eyes, elbows, style? Not much of the opposite sex appeals to me at all.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: Quit drinking, brush my teeth daily, go to bed when everyone else does.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: Going online, going to the Van Buren drive-in! Watching movies in general!
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: Eat pizza, Drink my mocha frappe, break up with someone.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: Independent filmmaker, fashion designer, hermit.
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: The Netherlands-Amsterdam, England-London, Japan-Tokyo
THREE KID'S NAMES: Poppy, George, Icy Tea.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: Virginize myself (I will find a way I swear it), Direct a popular movie (to be proud of), Own a bunny named Bunny.
THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A GUY: My perversion towards the female species, I don't menstruate, I prefer boxers.
THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK: I wear make-up at least once a week, I wear a bra, I... can be materialistic.
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW: Anyone!

bony

Mesmerize me, I'm driving blind

Posted on 06.14.2005 at 20:13
Current Mood: intimidatedintimidated
Current noise: (MCR)
Today at school, the only two classes were the two I need no materials for. Art and P.E. So that was fun, not having to carry anything all day (8am-12.20pm)

Karen burned me a CD. My guilty pleasure MCR.... watch me go hide now.

5 little known facts about me:
-I like my chemical romance
-I cover my skin because of the number of scars on my flesh
-Obsessive behavior over food habits
-I can't digest food properly
-I can't remember anything before age 8, it's all stuff I've constructed false memories from what I've been told

The fact that I can't digest food properly is why I'm a vegetarian, but I can't tell my mother this is the real reason, because she'll take me to the doctor and he'll find out I haven't had my period in 2 months.

finals today and I hate my life

Posted on 06.13.2005 at 20:44
Current Mood: crankycranky
Current noise: Silverchair - Pure Massacre
Geometry final today. And World History "final" today. School ended at 12:20pm.

I stayed awake until 12:30am last night, so during the geometry final, which took place at fucking 8am this morning, I fell asleep four or six times. I finished it, but did horribly. Oh well, I have an A.
I'll be hurting myself when this test boots my grade down to a B. Maybe it'll make my self-worth go down enough notches to kick my self-control back into liveliness.

So tired. And my new glasses are spiffy, I guess. I miss my old glasses. I named them Crystal. Come Back To Me Crystal! -weeps-


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